d0wN t0 My LaSt...!!!

Down To My Last

To the ones in which we sing
We are honored you let us in
I remember the thoughts of many things
Of the glory that you bring
I was never the right one
To dare to dream
It’s funny what this life has done to me now
You were always the only
To help me see that was a road I must find
A road that was mine

And to the ones in which we sing
Ones who tried to do us in
I remember your name and I know your face
I can’t forgive and can’t erase
I was never the right one
To bear the weight
Of something fueled by words I learned to hate
You were always the only
To help me see that to love is to shine
In your world I’m blind

But I’m down to my last
I’m standing here alone
Looking back on it all
But I’m down to my last
I’m ready but I’m wrong and
I’m blind to it all

Come n Go...

stuck condition?

ya..kurang lebih seperti ini..suasana yang stagnan, menjemukan dan kayaknya semua berjalan sesuai flow-nya..gak ada penyimpangan prosedur..miskin anomali..dan parahnya gak ada lagi yang dipelajari dan melarat inovasi baru.
aku pikir semua orang pasti mengalami dan membenci, tapi anehnya situasi itu sbnrnya terasa "hangat" memeluk, tenang dan halus.

lebih aneh lagi, kadangkondisi stuck kita rindukan...yah krn di kondisi itu, nyaris tidak ada tantangan dan problem..anggap aja sebagai terapi penyembuhan stress stadium pertama.

just opinoin koq..! :D

Sudah kesekian kali bikin blog...

Aq g tau entah udah berapa kali mencoba bikin blog...perasaan dah puluhan kali deh (ratusan mungkin...hiks..hiperbola)..most of them GAGAL..!!! entah itu pas mo bikinnya..mau ganti templatenya dan khayal lagi..pas mo posting pertama-nya..yang kayak gini nih...
Dan...ngimpi apa aq akhir2 ini, keknya ada keinginan yang kuat untuk bikin sesuatu yang bisa mengkespresikan termasuk hal yang g sempat aq omongkan...

semoga nasibnya ni blog g kayak pendahulu2nya ...hehehhe